Blanka switched for the whole plane ride and had a very positive experience! Wrote music and learned a bunch about Euterpea! :)
5:03 AM
It's become much more intuitive how to switch now, although it takes a bit of mental effort from her to "hold on" so to speak. I end up switching back into the "front" every so often until I "oop excuse me" and hop back out
5:03 AM
My partner noticed because she types slower and she's mostly non-verbal right now
5:04 AM
Laughing because she is all confident and brash about social situations when she's in the backseat and she's all like "Do it! What's the worst that could happen?" and then she has to tell the nice flight attendant she wants some water and panics
It inhabits alpine and subalpine zones at elevations of 3,000–4,500 m (9,800–14,800 ft), ranging from eastern Afghanistan, the Himalayas and the Tibetan Plateau to southern Siberia, Mongolia and western China. In the northern part of its range, it also lives at lower elevations.
7:32 PM
So, Afghanistan, Tibet, Siberia, Mongolia, and China(edited)
Luminesce: Switching for us is just the tulpa taking my place (so, being the human that is normally me/the host), and me essentially becoming a tulpa for the duration - and I can go inactive just as my tulpas can (default state when not paid attention to, really)(edited)
do you mean memory loss? like, thats the only other form of inactive
2:55 AM
when someone is inactive, including the host, they just arent reacting to things at that time, they will still be aware of everything that happened once they are active again
As a switched-out tulpa most of the time, I and the others are not usually aware of what's going on because we're not thinking about it, not because we're incapable of knowing in the first place. Just now I had to take the time to think about what Gray and Ranger are doing. However, if I spent more time being active, I wouldn't need to invest much if any effort to be up-to-date in the moment.
When some of the non-host headmates aren't fronting, they aren't aware of anything in our experience
@Iota ˗ˏˋM&M´ˎ˗ - jump
I would like clarification on this. There's a difference between a headmate having no access to memories whatsoever or being slow to catch up.
When I switched in recently, Ranger and Gray were definitely in the back. I felt really awkward mostly talking about stuff they have done, but I didn't lose the front. I would talk to Ranger or Gray sometimes, but in general I didn't keep them around for long.
Their "ghosts", unconscious thoughts, did annoy me and it sometimes woke them up, but I got used to it. The way we switch with the whole it must be headmate X until the next ritual makes stray thoughts not a concern.
That being said, Ranger learned how to switch like this. But you guys have sensory switching, right?
What counts as a switch for you again? What does a headmate experience when switched-in? I'm sorry if these are repeat questions, sometimes talking about switching can be confusing and half remembering someone else's experiences is not helpful
Yeah, she's always there, even when some of us aren't. The main reason we want her out stems from us feeling inherently uncomfortable having her be able to see when two people in the system who are dating want to have alone time with each other. (trying to be vague on purpose because it makes me uncomfortable)
I get that it might be a strange thing in specific to have a boundary with, but we'd just prefer to separate our relationships more, including her involvement at any given time.
5:20 AM
We consider someone to have "switched" in when they're the one primarily thinking and acting for the body. When switched in, a headmate can speak, move the body, and be influenced by external stimuli (feel the enviroment, be emotionally/physically/mentally engaged in the enviroment), etc.
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5:20 AM
Sorry if this makes no sense, I think I'm rambling.
She sees through our eyes, feels everything around us in much the same way we do, and can return to front in a second's notice for any reason whatsoever.
Is there a time Mason isn't looking through the body's eyes?
5:41 AM
Actually that's a confusing question
5:41 AM
Sorry
5:42 AM
Have you heard of the concept of a point of view (POV) or stream of consciousness (SOC)? If you have, how does that experience compare with your experience with Mason being around?